Note to self

Change the day you were born, so that it doesn't pain you too much to think that after you are called, 15 days later, within the same month, the same phonecall is made, but to someone else.

Absurd, well, so be it.

Tears

Why do you cry?

Because you are happy?
or are you sad?

Did someone make you see sense?
or did someone not let you see the mess?

Are you overjoyed by the accomplishments?
Or by the transformation?

You hardly cried before; now you shed tears everyday.
For multiple reasons, how things have changed, how life has shifted.